Love is not a joke

Submitted by: xin-xan

What did he get from his love? He was still in shock.Clouds were thundering .John never thought such even in his dreams. What Happened…….???
It is a true love story you can say that it is reality more than a story. John was considered a very simple and loving boy in his family.He was very innocent by nature he didn’t know what world was actually? He was no aware of this reality that the world is full of deceptions and pain. When he was studying in “A” Levels he lived in the village near to the city. His most of relatives lived near to them. At weekends he visited his Uncle’s home where he and his Uncle’s daughter played together. He really liked soza. One day when they were in the room alone at afternoon. John asked to soza that did she know about heart feelings.
Soza smiled and said, “yes, it is love.” Then john asked her, “Do you fall in love with someone ever in the life?” Soza replied in positive, John was astronished and asked her to told him about that person. Soza said, “He is my relative. He is studying in “A” Level. That is you duffer…….”
John felt that his breath was stopped and his heartbeat was frozen.He couldn’t believe that he was so lucky that he got his love so early in the life.He smiled to see soza and after few moments he said to soza, “hmmmm well I am so lucky soza if you are my beloved,But it is too early 1st we should think about our career.She smiled and said that she wouldl wait for John. because john was his first and last love.

Time passed John’s love increased very rapidly day by day.They both never talked again on this topic.John felt that it was impossible to hide love of soza.So at weekend he went there and said Soza that he could not bear distances between both of them becaues he he need her and Loved her………
But at very next moment he could not believe whaever he heard.Soza smiled and said, “Oh John silly boy why you take serious that dialogue I was joking………………………………….”
John felt that everywhere bombs were blasting in his heart. He realized that day how cruel the worl was. How it pains when someone breaks the heart?
He passed from Love He passed from
L : Land of sorrow
O:Oceans of tear
V: Valleu of Death
E:End of life
Now it was the end of john’s life …… He thought to himself, “I never thought to live without Soza. She was my last hope to live a happy life ” Very next day a new sun was on the sky. .BLOOD everywhere blood at his diary pages as a symbol of Heart in which it was written “Love is not a joke”
John was no more.

Love is the most beautiful thing in the world

Posted by: xin-xan

Love is the most beautiful, possessive and caring relation in the world. When a person fall in love with someone he seems to be the most beautiful of all, the person who needs to be cared a lot and the person about whom you become so possessive that sometimes you become jealous of your own-self. Rabia was unaware of this truth up till now but today she came to know the truth of love. She saw him after a long period of 4 years but inspite of her utmost desire she can’t came in front of him. He was now a matured man and that university life’s talha was gone somewhere. Properly combed hairs reminded of his funky hairstyles which he changes daily, a three piece suits reminded of the torn jeans he used to wear and the laptop bag taunted that empty college bag he used to carry in the university. Everything was changed apparently but his eyes were same full of love and pain. That night rabia can’t sleep as she was in her bed but her mind was somewhere in the past.

“Mama, mama where are you? I have a really good news for you where are you?” Rabia was shouting with joy because she got admission in the medical college.

Her mother came out from the kitchen and kiss rabia on her forehead and give her a lots of prayers. Everyone was happy but sad too as rabia had to go to the hostel. With everyone’s prayers she got her hostel and find her room. Her roommates were very loving and she soon get merged with them. The real story starts from the first day of college as that day became the first day of rabia’s new life. Hiding from the seniors she reached her class and find a seat for her. After sometime he came into the class and sat next to rabia, a young boy with torn jeans, funky hairstyle, glares hanging from the pocket, Talha. At that time they didn’t notice each other as they don’t know what was the destiny planning for them. Days passsed on, regular study started and the professors elected the CR of the class and divide the class into groups. Both of them were in the same group, they have to do assignments and practicles together. Rabia was very conservative but she was frank with the group members and as a result frankness developed with Talha also. With the passage of time their friendship turned into liking and they started spending most of their time together.

Suddenly Talha left to come to college, Rabia got worried about him and inquired his address from one of his friends. Now the problem was how to go to his house so she asked her friend who was also her room mate. Rabia was going outside the hostel for the first time so she was bit scared. On reaching Talha’s house rabia knock at the door and it was Talha who opened the door. His eyes were swallowed either due to sleeplessness or crying. He was too surprised to see rabia there, he took them inside and told them that his mother was unwell that’s why he was not coming. He took rabia to his mother who was really on the death bed. Rabia consoled Talha and said that he didn’t worry about the notes she’ll make for him also. Talha thanks her for coming and came to the gate with them. After 2 days Rabia came to know that Talha’s mom has expired she become unconscious as if her own mother has expired, tears rolled down her cheeks and she was completely unaware of her surroundings. She was just thinking about Talha that how she’ll console him? How she’ll say him to have patience as he had already lost his father when he was 9.

Again with that friend she went to the funeral of Talha’s mother but didn’t talk to him because he was surrounded by his relatives. Everyone was consoling him in his own way but Rabia didn’t know what she’ll say to him. When all the funeral customs were performed Rabia was expecting that Talha will come to college but he didn’t so Rabia went to his house but this time she was alone. When Talha saw her there his patience loses and he started crying like a baby.

“I…I…. am all alone now rabi…..,I have no one now” He was trying to stop his tears. He hide his face behind his hands because he didn’t want to cry infront of her.

“I am your’s, Talha, don’t say this….. I’ll be with you.” Rabia was trying to console him and by her saying this he was really comforted.

Rabia took the promise that he’ll come to the college and left. After this Rabia was seemed always with Talha, she treat him like a baby. One day Talha invited Rabia to his home, Rabia accepted his invitation and this time also she was alone. Talha took her to his mother’s room and said that,

“I don’t know what you’ll say after hearing me but i know what i am saying…….,
Rabi………
I want to say……..
that…. that………
I LOVE YOU.” Saying this he grabbed her into his arms and it seemed that Rabia was waiting for this moment.

After sometime they get separated from each other and both of them were very happy, they have got what they wanted. Now everyone in the college knew that they like each other, the time keep on going and it was their last year after only two months they’ll be the doctors. They were very happy but in the last month Rabia became upset but she didn’t tell Talha anything and then on the last day of college she meet him and came back home. She changed her contact number because her parents wanted to marry her to their nephew. She cried in loneliness but said anything and then she started her house job. She forgot Talha and his cousin refuses to marry her because he like someone else. Life was going on, she started her practice in a private hospital which has chain of hospitals all over the country but she didn’t know to whom this college belong to and today he was in front of her, Talha Hassan, The owner of the hospital.

True Love Never Has an Ending

Submitted by: Faith Cheung

August 8, 2002- the day that he asked me to be his girlfriend. I remember it all so clearly as if it was just yesterday. I was only fifteen at the time and was about to enter the tenth grade at Hazzard High School. David was my first true love and hopefully my only. We met back in the third grade at a pie eating competition at the local community center. I had taken home the second place medal whereas him, the first. Our relationship progressed from childhood playmates, to high school lovers. Everyone considered us to be the high school sweeties.

David was an amazing person. He was one of the smartest, brightest students at Hazzard High. He had a well-rounded persona which made him all that easier to love. His smile was full of happiness and could light up anyone’s day better than the sun could. He was a strong type of guy who always gave his heart and mind to anything he set out to accomplish. David had a charming face and an outstanding body. His dark green eyes matched his perfectly chestnut brown hair. He was every girl’s dream man.

To this day, I haven’t a single clue why he chose me in the first place. I had fairly light brown hair with emerald green eyes. Being a rather petite girl, I wasn’t sure how I came to look tall but it’s probably due to my fully developed complexions. Throughout my high school life, I had dorky glasses making me not legible for being a popular girl if you know what I mean.

David and I always had a strong connection. We knew each other’s feelings before it was said. He knew me inside out and I told him even more than I told my friends. He was very easy to trust and he never broke that. I admit it. When I was younger, I had many fantasies about David and I being together. I dreamt that one day, I would become his princess and he would be my prince. Oh and of course, we would live happily ever after.

David was a very deep person. Everything he said had more meaning than you could ever imagine. I remember his first gift for me. It was a silver box. It wasn’t just an ordinary box though. He told me that whenever he wasn’t there, and I needed someone to talk to, I could just open the box, say everything that’s on my mind into it, close it, and he would be able to hear it. It was my most precious gift.

David always had a whole crowd of girls surrounding him wherever he went. He attracted them faster than he could get rid of them. I know his heart was mine and I was in no fear of losing that. That was, until the year of 2003.

That was the year that my life turned from being the best, to upside down. I had never experienced pain like I did that year. August 8, 2003. It was a bright sunny day. I remember every little detail as if it was tattooed into my brain. That day I had worn my white shorts and blue tank top and walked to the park where David asked me to meet him. It was almost seven o’clock by ten but not even a bit cold outside. Every time I saw him, my heart skipped a beat. There he was, in jeans no matter how hot or cold the weather. He was just standing there, yet I knew something was wrong. The expression on his face scared me. When I reached him, he gave me a quick and urgent kiss. Then he said the four words I never hoped to hear.

“We need to talk.” He said with a serious face.
My heart raced like crazy and I started to shake. I was scared; terrified of what he would tell me.
“OK…” I said with a shaky voice. He took my hand and led me to the grass. We sat down and he looked me straight in the eye. I couldn’t dare to look back– afraid of what I would see so I merely looked down to the grass.

“Fiona,” he said, “I have something to tell you. You might be upset with me but let me finish what I have to say before you come to conclusions. Last week, at a friend’s party, I met this girl. Her name is Ann.” He took a deep breath and all I could do was cry, silently. “After the party, I got to know her more and I’m in love with her. I know this is all so unfair to you but hey, sometimes, things happen that I can’t control.”

I finally gathered the strength to look into his eyes. I put on a fake smile and asked him, “Are you happy with her?” What a stupid question I thought but that was all my brain could come up with.

“Yes I am,” he replied, “It’s not that being with you doesn’t make me happy or anything but when I’m with Ann, it’s like a whole different world. Do you know what I mean?”

“Yes I do…” I said with a heavy heart. “I understand.” On the outside, I was happy, smiling even. But on the inside, I was hurting. When he had said those four words, it felt as if he took my heart and ripped it to pieces in front of my face. With each word, the pain felt like a thousand knives stabbing at the remnants of my heart. “Promise me something okay? Promise me that you’ll completely forget about me, okay?”

“Fiona… I can’t…”
“Please? It would make me happy and it’s my final wish…”
“Okay then… I promise you. You’ll always be my best friend. Good bye.” He gave me one brief kiss on the cheek and walked away…

I sat on the grass; my heart was heavy, my eyes swollen with tears. The world as I had known it has ceased to exist. I will never again know what it is like to laugh with my childish abandon because my childhood was behind me. Pain and sorrow will be my constant companions how that the love of my life is gone. I raised my eyes to watch him walk away forever into the crimson sunset.

I don’t know how long I sat there. It could have been hours, or maybe just minutes. I wasn’t in a hurry to get home. I knew no one would be looking for me there. I couldn’t think. The next few months were a blur. I had dropped out of school, abandoned my friends, stopped eating, and ceased all communication to anyone. Day after day I sat there, filled with pain. It was unbearable the pain. I cried myself to sleep each night, thinking about David and what used to be. I thought about all the kisses, hugs, laughter, and happiness that we shared. I continuously wonder what I did wrong to make this wonderful love slip away.

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Before I knew it, summer 2004 had arrived. It’s been a year since he left me yet I still haven’t gotten over it. David and Ann were doing great. They were practically married now—unofficially I hope. I could tell that David was truly happy with her and he loved her deeply. The way that she made him happy, it drove me crazy. Sometimes I wished that he would be unhappy. I wish that he would become fed up with her and come to me instead. I was selfish and wanted everything that she has now; what should have been mine.

I would occasionally bump into David and Ann from time to time. Every time, they were mislead by the way I seemed on the outside. No one knew me anymore. I had completely changed. I didn’t mind what people thought about me or how they looked down on me. No one could possible understand how I was feeling. People told me that if I prayed everything would be okay. I’ve said the words. Yet nothing has happened. The world is a field of never ending pain. The pain was a constant thing stabbing at my back, creeping to me one way or another.

Almost every night, unconsciously, I would take out my silver box. I never opened it though. I was afraid of what would happen to me if I was introduced to his words once again. I clutched it close to my heart, or where it used to be, and just cried. If you collected my tears this past year, it would be enough to flood all of North America. I was exaggerating, but sadly, I’m not. I don’t understand how I can still have rears to cry. Sometimes at night, I feel David sitting beside me… but that only made it all the worse. The worse way to miss someone is when you’re right beside them, wanting to reach out and touch them, but you know you can’t have them.

April 15, 2008. The day that I decided to die. I just couldn’t take it any longer. My life had no meaning now that David was gone. I saw no reason to continue living. No one would care nor notice if I died… oh well… I’ve decided that August 8, 2008 would be the right date.
Time crept by slowly, the hands of time hauntingly counting down the days of my life. Tick tock, tick tock. The months passed. May. June. July. Just one more month of pain, I thought. Then, it would all be over. I could finally be in a pain-free environment. What a happy thought that is, knowing that I can finally smile. I would miss him. I knew I would. But at least I know that I could watch him from above and smile at his successes and happiness in life.

July passed with the usual pain and tears. I knew I was running out of time. But I couldn’t bring myself to tell David. I could not be so selfish and ruin his happy life with Ann. I see him everyday yet not once did he see me. I’ve memorized his schedules and followed him around just so I could see him more often. Why did I do that…? All that brought me was more pain and sorrow. But why? Why did I have to be so dumb? I guess it’s because I still haven’t let go of the love we used to have. I still love him more than anything in the world. No matter how he treated me. I know that somewhere, deep down, he loves me too…

August 1, 2008. I could feel it. My time on earth was coming to an end. Today I watched with tears as David and Ann walked hand-in-hand to church. I should really be happy for him because he found the true love of his life. But somehow, after all these years, I couldn’t bring myself to smile for you. No one, but me, knew how I truly felt. I hated Ann for stealing him away. I hated what he did to me. I hated the fact that he chose her instead of me. I was angry. Very angry. But what would that do? It didn’t affect him at all…

August 7, 2008. Tomorrow I would finally die. The date of my death had to be August 8. Just six years ago, on the very same day, David had asked me to be his. And it was just five years ago when he broke my heart. Everything happened on August 8th and so would my death. Earlier today, I consumed a large quantity of pills. I slowly waited for my life to end. I sat on the bed that evening, finishing this story. I suddenly felt really tired and I knew I only had hours left. I sat for a while, memories running in and out of my head. I thought about the happy year that I spent with David and the smiles on our faces. Our first kiss…hug… -everything. Automatically, I take out my silver box one last day. One by one, I recited every word of all his letters with tears in my eyes. I clutched them tightly to my heart, hoping the he’ll remember me even after today. His words filled my head until I could think of nothing else. I cried long that night, and I knew there was one last thing I had to do. Impulsively, I reached for my phone and dialed his number. He picked up on the first ring.

“Hello?” his loud voice boomed.
“I need to see you…” I said in the tiniest voice and hung up.
I wasn’t sure if he’d make it in time. 11:30 PM read the clock. Only 21 minutes before my time was up.

I heard a loud bang on my door followed by loud footsteps up to my room. As handsome as ever, David walked in. He rushed to me said and asked me what was wrong in a panicky voice.

“Hey David. I can’t believe how long it’s been since we’ve last spoken to each other. Don’t worry. Nothing’s wrong,” I lied, “I have something to tell you but please stay calm. In 16 minutes, I am leaving, forever. I just needed to see you once last time before it was too late. That’s the reason why I called you here.” I touched his face. It was wet with tears. Somehow, he understood what I was talking about.

“NO!” he yelled. “YOU’RE NOT LEAVING TO ANYWHERE. YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME HERE. REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISED ME?”
I put on a faint smile and took his hand in mine.

“Just like how you promised me forever and always?” I chuckled. “Anyways, after I leave, I want you to read this story and this letter and you’ll understand everything.” I said pointing to the diary. “Thank you for coming to see me one last time before I leave. I was so scared I would die alone. Ever since we broke up 5 years ago, no one has ever told me they loved me. No one said I was important. No one cared about me. But that’s okay… When I lost you, life lost all its meaning. I’m not loved, not cared for, and not important to anyone. I took so much effort to keep my heart going. I can’t do it any longer. I’m so sorry that I have to break my promise.” Tears of pain came rolling out of my eyes. “Don’t cry David. I want you to be happy with me for the last moments of my life. Oh how good it feels to finally smile and be happy.” I flashed him a weak smile. Although in tears, I felt happier than ever.

“Fiona, I love you…” I heard the pain in his voice as he choked the words out.
“Haha, I know you don’t mean it. You’re just saying that to make me feel better about my life. Even so, I want to thank you because that meant a lot to me. Now I can die knowing that my last wish came true. I can go now with a smile on my face because I know that at least one person on this earth loves me. Thank you.” I knew I only had 20 seconds left. I took my last and final breath and one last tear came out. “I love you David. Good-bye.” My eyes shut, never to be opened again. And just like that, I left, with David by my side.

“I love you too… I truly do…” he whispered but it was already too late. I had already left earth. “NO!!!” he screamed, unable to accept everything that just happened.

I just lay there, beside the body of Fiona for a while, crying to myself. I read her story. Her letter went like this:
Dear David,
You are probably the last person I will talk to before I’ve decided to kill myself since like meant nothing more. I’m very sorry for breaking my promises. There’s a lot that happened to me that you don’t know about. I didn’t want to ruin your perfect life with Ann. Ever since that day at the park, 5 years ago; my life had turned into a living hell. As you told me that you wanted to leave me, I was in so much pain. There are no words to explain the way I was feeling. It was pain like no other. Every breath I took hurt because I knew you would never be mine. I left everything happy about my life and isolated myself from everyone else.

I was in a deep depression. I had no one to talk to. No one to share my feelings with. So that was how I lived the past 5 years– without a heart. I had only one reason to keep my heart beating: I still loved you. But it hurts too much. I can’t do it any longer… There wasn’t one day that I lived without sadness. I would seriously give anything and everything to feel loved like I did, 6 years ago, just for a day. I would give anything in the world to be the Ann in your life. I would lay in my bed every night, crying to myself. I would often fantasize about what our future together could have been– how happy we should have been. Nothing killed me more than seeing you with Ann. But if you think that you belong with her, then promise me you won’t let anyone hurt you. When you walked away that day, it was the hardest thing I ever had to do but all I wanted was to set your heart free.

When you left that day, you took my heart with you, and a huge part of me died. There’s so much pain in my chest, blacking out, heart attack. Life is hard; death is easier. I’ve always wondered what afterlife would be like. I guess I can find out soon. I hope you live a long and happy life before joining me. I guess I’ve finally learned to forgive you for what you did and I learned to live with the fact that you didn’t choose me. I don’t blame you for anything. If you’re wondering why I kept everything that was inside that silver box, I can tell you. I kept it all because every time I saw it, every time I read it, I feel a little bit happier. I kept it because it was the only part of you that was still mine. It was the only thing I had left of you. It reminded me that true love does exist in this world. David, I just want to let you know that I don’t mind dying here and right now. I’ve lived life to the best of my ability. I have none but one regret: letting you go…

So I had to pretend that I wasn’t going to miss you; and had to pretend that this is what I wanted to do. Haha, funny thing is though, if it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t have this happy ending… oh well… I just have to take what live gave me. I’m so sorry David for making you read this… you shouldn’t have to suffer with me. I was so scared that I’d die alone…with no one to share this with… David, thank-you for showing me what true love means. And as long as you’re happy, I’ll be okay. Can you please take this silver box and treasure it for me and to finish my story. Thank-you! My time is almost up so I might as well finish this letter.

As for my will, I would like to have my heart separated from the rest of my body and cremated separately. I would like the ashes of my heart to go to you and the rest disposed of nicely. That way you’ll know that my broken, fragile heart never stopped and never will stop loving you. Take care of my heart David… From the bottom of my heart, I wish you and Ann a happy, tear-free life! Remember to keep on smiling!
Love,
Fiona

P.S. I love you David. I always have and I always will.
It killed me to see how much pain I had brought her yet I had never realized it. What an idiot, I thought to myself. How could I have left her like that? I cried and wished that we hadn’t left. I wish that I didn’t leave her. She never broke her promise. She never stopped loving me. But what have I done? I broke her heart. I smashed her whole world into a billion pieces. Then I saw her silver box. It touched me so much to see how she never gave up loving me. I wish I had done the same for her too. I knew she was still there. I could still sense her presence. I knew that no matter where she was physically, she will always live forever in my heart—where she belongs. I knew that as long as I live, there would NOT be a day where I don’t regret leaving her. I’ve made a decision to leave Ann. Fiona never stopped loving me and I won’t stop loving her. I love her more than anything in this world. People say you only fall in love, really in love, once in a lifetime. So once you’ve found true love, NEVER let go.

P.S. There is no ending to this story. Fairytales are all wrong when they say “And they lived happily ever after’. True love never has an ending…